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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Today is better.
Yesterday i did not eat (except Pocky) and cried the whole day. Sunday night did not sleep.

Okay. All have to stop! No point.

Final Conclusion:

I can't love him anymore.

There are 2 reasons behind it.

I wont say it here. Ask me if you wanna know.

He is the best of the best bf i ever have.

And yeap. NO MORE TEARS.

Since yesterday, i realise i have many friends caring for me. Girls and guys, stroking my hair,sayang-ing me. Making me feel like a small girl.

I broke down again last night. Sister cried with me too. I'm sorry YahTing. And do well in your exams.

Sincerely thanks to all (:

*And Billy drove me from RP to MRT station. (first time.)

BLACK-DAY today. The class wore black for today's lesson! Did it on purpose for that Ang Moh faci. He called us charcoal. Gah gah gah.

Every Database module we will wear BLACK.

Cam-whored. But i still cant smile. Haiz. Forget about my moisturizer this morning. And i did not put make up cuz of the outbreaks of (many) pimples. After the breakup, then breakouts of pimpleS! WTH!

Eeeeek. I look ugly, shag and tired.

Class W65H

Close cliques. (okay i look ugly.) GuysGirls. Da Jie, 192cm and me.My group of the day.With Da Jie XiuHui.Marilyn and me.Familiar? Yeap. She is from Hillgrove too.Vanessa and me.Austion Power? Chops Family. Lol. They are "gay".

Kay. My java UT flunk! Fail! Knn. I didn't pay attention last week. And i forget to copy the codes to Notepad++ and execute it. Means, i anyhow write the "output" with my guess. WTH!!

Out with friends later.

♥ 2:42:00 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008

We watched Superhero Movie at Kallang Leisure.

It was nice. Rate to be 4/5.

Our last movie as couple.

We broke up.. last night.

Sad. I cried for the whole night.

Thanks frens who accompany me throughout the night.

Didn't slept at all.

I remembered i slept at 5.30am?

Eveything are too sudden.

My mind are blank.

One side of me wanting to accept the fact.

Another side of me wanting HIM back.

Is not that i agree the breakup, i totally left with no choice.

I know what happen, but i somehow dono.

But can't we just talk things out?

And not just putting a full stop.

You keep saying i have to face it.

You also never face it but instead, you run away from it.

Making me suffer hell lots now.

Why i deserve this?

I know i have wrong. And i changed it.

Why.

Why must you choose this way?

Now i don't know the reason why we walk our way.

You said is not my fault.

Okay.

But Why.

I suffer, you happy?

If you are tired of me. Tell me.

I really wan to know the truth.

I really have the best memories from you.

Learnt alot from you.

Maybe is just temporary to have you by my side.

You have gave me happiness and love.

Thanks for the memories.

I should wake up after a nice dream.

EVERYTHING HAPPEN TOO SUDDEN.

I HOPE TIME WILL HEAL MY WOUNDS.

I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH LE.

*Thanks frens. Pri-Sec frens, former and previous classmates. Outside friends.

And i'm shock and happy that i got my 3rd A for OOP,Java. (Total be it 4As. Omg!)

Tmr OOP UT

(Since last night i haven ate a single thing. No appetite. Thanks Vanessa for the Pocky. And sorry team.)

♥ 12:51:00 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Alright. I ~~just~~ knock my head just now. -_____________-

I wonder what to post.
Hmmmm.
My class wanted to 'complain' to the module chair for tuesday database's faci.
Yeap. The Ang Moh.
BUT! Here's the conversation....
SiLing suddenly said(to the class): "Class, You all want to complain to the module chair arh? I'm think cannot leh."
Class: "WHY?!!"
SiLing: "Cause he is the module chair...."
Class: "......"

AH!!! How how how?! What are the other ways to 'complain' the Ang Moh?
We thought of complaining to the SIT chairman (or what-so-ever.) =.="
But, any better ways. =S

Grrrrrr...
Ate waffle for lunch cause had heavy breakfast just now.
And the guys in my class are so so so so un-gentlemen.
Shall not say much.

Back to lesson. (:

I wonder what to do for PP. Gah-

♥ 1:42:00 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Not a good day today.

Maybe we should cool down and talk things out.

Thanks friends for concerning about me this morning.

Ex-classmates and former girlmates.

Alot thanks.

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Alright, and i don't feel so well in the morning thus i did not had my lunch.

No appetite.

Damn the Ang Moh Faci for today.

So what if you are sick?

If you are sick, please don come and teach us.

Hey RP-ians,

have you had a class that there is a group of 5 teammates present for ONE HOUR?!

Yea, it happens today, in my class.

And all the while, the Ang Moh Faci is the one who keep asking the question.

And he dislike my group's PPT.

And the last group didn't have the chance to present.

And i heard him saying, " All of you are wasting my time."

WTH!

And, he lazer-ed those who keping IM-ing and did not pay attention in class.

Asking them to shut their laptop.

What faci is this?!!

Everyone started to hate him.

And my MSN nick goes like this.

"❤ Sick man. I don give a damn whether you come or not. You are hated by everyone. I hope you will just get lost, forever!! Damn!"

And some of them thought is my bf. Nope.Is the Ang Moh faci.

UT is coming. study study study.

Hope things will be fine between us.

♥ 9:07:00 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

I'm back.

Finally met up with HIM on weekends.
But it wasn't a good one.
Quarrelled. -_________-
Nevertheless, we went to buy some stuffs, chocolates and candies yesterday.
And had dinner at Tak Po.
To award me for getting 2As. (:
(And i just got my 3rd A from OOP)

Tim Sums. (:

Data Comm & Networking today was so DIFFICULT!
And i mean it. Trust me.
Subnet masking, Binary, Servers, Hub, Router etc.

Making me and my team mess up the whole PPT!!!
Grrr....

And i'm envy that SiLing had a "textbook" for that module.
Faci says it's better to study from book.
So, i'm planning to find and buy one for myself.
Heeheehee.
And also photocopy OOP Reference Guide to study.
Cause UT is coming. Next TUESDAY!
AHHHHHHH!!!

Today lunch was out with my NEW mates from W65H.
Over 10 people went to eat together.
And thanks JEREMY for treating the girls drinks. (:

EEEEEKK. Tomorrow ANG MO faci. =.=
: Had to study for UT next week. :(

♥ 5:42:00 PM

Friday, April 18, 2008

It's FRIDAY!
-But i had DBA briefing on PP after school. ==

Boohoo. Thus, not meeting HIM.

FIVE days le leh. Miss HIM so much.
Sad-ed.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Biao Jie, SooHuey!
Lovely 19 le lorhh.

But anyway, today was OOP. Java java java.
Had to set IQ test (for class?).
Wah! Chim kay. But manage to complete what has to be completed.

And Emi say ours look professional cause we had 'Welcome message'.
Teeheehee, of course mah, me what.

Heeheehee.

Ok, here's what OPP lesson will have on every student's laptop screen.
In case for those who don't know.

Also known as cmd or Command Prompt.

Heeheehee.

And! I got an A for Data Communication & Networking.
Hmm. that day, the lesson was on IP address thingy.
(Refer to 14April2008 post.)

I'm just happy kay. Cuz never in RP i will had A for the first few lessons. Just a B for every lesson will be contented.

Hoooraaaayyyyy!!

Kay, got to viwawa and pay attention in class. Multi-tasking.(:

Now, 8.10pm, updating.

1stly: Went to PP briefing after class with new classmates. We "booked" the whole lift by taking the lift up and then down again. Also to make sure everyone was together in a lift. And it stopped every level. (Lvl 1 to 7) The PP briefing was just 15 minutes!!! Why they stated is till 6plus. So fet up k. Cause because of this briefing i can't meet HIM!

2ndly: Today's RJ question was damn LONG and my brain gonna crack soon! Question was: Confucius: "By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest." Discuss and relate this quote to yourself and today's lesson. == And i wrote the longest RJ ever! 200plus words!

3rdly: I got a C again for that damn IT security faci! WTH WTH WTH!

Peace* Is weekend! Enjoy!

♥ 2:56:00 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

IT Security today is so %#?@!&!!

Is either i cant catch up with the lesson or simply distracted or what-so ever!

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Got to buck up, YahShi. (:

Today was cold.
Lunched with Euodia during 2nd breakout at W4 as ANdy and Nurul(i think) want to eat at W1.

Bus-ed home and when i alight i saw Dad&Mum just opposite the road.
They came and fetch me?
HAHAHA.
No lah!!

They also alight from 963 (the opposite), as they came back from my Dad's appointment.

Teeheehee.
Dinner was great! Mum didn't cook. Went downstair and ate with family.

Zi Char~

Tomorrow had to attend PP briefing after school.
Boohoohoo.
Means can't meet HIM.

I MISS HIM SO MUCH.

Sad-ed.

♥ 9:12:00 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

New blogskin. (:

At home all the way. BORED!
So decided to change my blogskin.
Comment please.

Yesterday had "mini gathering" with some of the 5A3 peeps. At RP W4 foodcourt/canteen or whatever. Just a lunch with Billy, Andrew and Phyllis! Nice chats with you guys. (:

Last week's grade was out. one A, two Bs and a C for all the Modules!
A for Object Orientated Programming.
Bs for Database System & Data Communication and Networking.
C for IT security.

Damn for IT security.
Gimme a C for the first lesson?!! High expectation ah?!
Maybe i should buck up. Is a must. I don wanna retain or what. (waste money & time)

And i'm happy that i got an A for OOP! Is about Java thingy, Command Prompt.
And is the FIRST time that i'm having A for first lesson in RP kay. Yayys!!
(ANdy, i got A for that Java leh. Heeheehee.)

K. Have to go. IT security tomorrow. Damn damn damn. I hate it.

Well, comment on my blogskin yea.

I miss HIM. Boohoohoo.

♥ 6:21:00 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

Start of 2nd week in RP : Year 2

Today, Data Communications and Networking is all about IP address and thingy Me and my team except for xxx work so well on this.

And we had so-call "practical" on this. Manage to follow with them and complete the whole worksheet in less than an hour. Good good good.

But. presentation time. Our group was the last to present. ==

Those 4 groups said 95% of what we wanted to said. And by the time we present, it going to 4pm! Near to our dismissal leh!! Sure everyone fall asleep.

So so so. When is the 3rd grp to present, ME, WenKai, Angela, SiLing played viwawa! Wahjiong Wahjiong Wahjiong till my group present. But after presentation, i joined Vanessa and Valerie in this Sushi game thingy in viwawa. I'm bad. Didn't listen to 6P. heex.

*Names mentioned above are my new W65H frens (:

And tomorrow is that ANG MO faci!

Sorry dear for not sms-ing you consistently today. Loves-

♥ 7:28:00 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Yesterday was GREAT!

No school, sleep late + went out with HIM for our 1st anniversary.

Happy all the way.

Went to HIS house slack.

After which we went to Katong and dine in at Aston Speciality.

Yummy - 5stars!

He had Double Up chicken.

I had Black Pepper Fish.

We had Chicken Spag.

Yummy garlic bread & mushroom soup which comes with Spag.

2 Iced Chocolate for us.

Very nice and nice ambience.

Price is reasonable. (:

After lunch+dinner, we went Bt Batok!

Bus-ed to Bedok interchange and bus-ed 66 to Westmall.

(Butt was pain. =.=")

Walked around and had desserts - Ice Kachiang.

(Opps. i tipped the half top of the Ice Kachiang on the table infront of HIM and i laughs all the way.)

Walked around. Bought 2 box of durian puffs. 1 for Mummy and 1 for HIM. (:

END!

I got my pay! Yay!

♥ 10:21:00 AM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

2nd post in 24hour.

Today is e Day.

HAPPY 1ST Anniversary!

(The longest relationship i ever had with the MAN i love the most in life.)

Time flies.
And is another 08 April.

For this ONE year, there are ups and downs, happy and sad, quarrels and huggings, basically everything that normal couples will do.

And this is delicated for my dear Alan for our 1st Anniversary.
080407 till now.
I cherish everything you gave.
All the gifts, hugs, kisses and care,
I will not miss a single thing.
You always brighten up my life and made my day.
But yet i never make use of it.
Making you sad and cry,
Means making my heart in a pain.
You always make sure i'm safe and sound,
But yet i take it all for granted.
There are many things which you think i never treasure.
But i did.
So from now till forever,
I only just want happy for our relationship.
And i will be contented. (:

Well, not celebrating our 1st Anniversary today. But gonna have fun tomorrow with HIM!

Today's module: Database System.

Wednesday = NO SCHOOL! = YAY!

♥ 1:34:00 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008

Back to school.

1st day in RP-Year2

Was excited and nervous.

Excited as i can meet some of my ex-W35F peeps. (miss them.)

Nervous being have to face many unknown face in W65H.

And i'm surprised. By my ex-sec5A3 peeps, Phyllis, Andrew and ChungEe. They are in RP too. (:

So YAY!

I've more frens.

Well, get started.

Bus-ed to shool and i reached 8am. Holly early lorh. Waited for Euodia, and saw my ex-working friend at Pharmacy, Mojo jojo.

Euodia class was just OPPOSITE my class and ANdy's upstair. And! Euodia and SuetMay are in the same class. =.="

1st Brkout.

Met up with Euodia, ANdy, Nurul, YiHan, Bernard, Jon. But end up we ate breads and buns.

2nd Brkout.

Met up with them again but w/o Bernard and Jon. SuetMay joined us but she didn't eat. Manage to eat lunch an we crap alot.

After school.

Me and Euodia accompanied each other until her bf came and i meet up with Phyllis, Andrew, ChungEe and Leo.

Walked to CP with 4 of them. Chatted alot. Settle down at the foodcourt and talked till 6pm and parted home.

New class was not as bad as i think. Trying to make some friends. (:

Today was Data Comunication and Networking. Still not that bad lorh.

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Lastly, tomorrow is the BIG DAY!

♥ 10:00:00 PM

Friday, April 4, 2008

I'm back!

No one tricked me on April fool. But HE thought that i bluffed HIM on that day. OH-MY.

1st April,
Woke up and pack my stuffs and food for the BBQ. Headed down to HIS home with that TWO Big Styreofoam box by cab. GuoLong and WeiChiang reached HIS house. After that, 4 of us took all the stuffs which is damn heavy downstair and waited for cab and went to ECP.

The 3 best friends set up the tent.

Set up the place.

SiFong and CiWei came. And the guys except Ciwei went down to the sea and play. And they kena the black oil. =.="

Slacked and waited for the food from BBQwholesale.

Some of their friends came.

BBQ-ing.

HE hold me to the seaside and had evening walk. Teehee. Sweet hor.
And we rode on the 2-seater bike to Yellow-Tower. They said is hauted.

And HE made this for me.

Blah. And at night, all thanks to GuoLong WeiChiang and SiFong for sleeping inside the tent like a log. And i can't sleep at all! Boo-hoo!

So HIM&ME sat on the bench with torch-light. Chatted alot and spotted some Rats, small to Fat.

And slept on HIM. =.=

2 April.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Brother!
Sorry that i can't celebrate with you.

Well, Slacked and BBQ.

And HE scald my middle finger with HIS frying pan, accidently.
Now my middle finger got scar.
So dear, i hope you will love ME and love that scar you have made for ME.
Heehee.

Lazy to blog. school is Re-opening soon. AH! On 7April.
New class, New year, New environment.

Counting down: 4DAYS to that very special day.

♥ 5:51:00 PM